I'm tired of being ran over, treated like shit.
Everytime I try to better myself I get screwed over no matter how hard or long I try.
People still treat me like shit even though I show up, give 110% at work, and force a smile on my face despite the fact.
I'm fucking tired of this bullshit. Tired of bulding myself up (288 pt score) just to have people destroy my soul by constantly fucking with me here. I cant take it anymore.
I love the army, the REAL army, I literally owe them my life. I ETS in less than a year and I have no drive in life anymore, no hope, no fucking point to life anymore.
The hospital is where confident and competent corpsman and medics go to die.